complicated and unexpected.

O_O
yeah, life is complicated.
it makes our body and mind go haywire.
@__@
just this week, i think i ate cakes for like, 3-5 times?
1st, my sis' which is pregnant demand a choc cake, 2nd is for my mother's bday, 3rd is for my parents anniversary, and 4th is for me. (:
for me? yeah. for my straight a's ! XD
really, i'm really.. shocked, and I think so do other people. -.-
i dont expect this. but heyyy, i'm really really really grateful and thankful to God, my parents, n teachers. without them i wont have those A's. :))
eventhou i get flying colors,
i dont really feel like it.
cause i've said something, that made.. things go.. i dont know. weird? painful?
aih.
dono lar.
serious.. the time i received the answer..
i dont feel like living.
gaaah. baka baka baka.
i feel like.. giving up?
i dont know.
i dont know.
and i.. dont freaking know.
>__>
the word he said,
aches, stings, hurts.
damn lot.
many had said, i should move on.
should i? could i?
i hate fake hopes. i hate false hopes.
i hate it.
i hate the feeling of dissapointment.
i'm tired of chasing him, and hopes.
i'm awfully tired.
every efforts i put, doesnt seem to be working.
i'm tired of enduring the pain and suffer.
....
things.are.way.different.now.
maybe we weren't meant to be together.
im sick of this.
i'm a complete fool.
can i get over you?
i wonder.

langkawi oh langkawi :D

uhmmmmmm. last friday i went to langkawi. kinda like vacation. mm. went there with flight, air asia. o_o
the flight sucks la. -_- ;; because i have a flu, the ear pain is inevitable. excruiciating pain fills my ear. oops macam novel la pulak. hahaz.
so anyway arrived there after an hour of flight. mmm. sampai sane terus naik rental car, go to ze hotel and check in. pastu, shoppinggg till night. lots of choc was bought :D :D
malam tu makan tomyam somewhere kat langkawi. bluerghh. masam ah tomyam die. x_x
after makan jalan2 lagi, searching for tableware n bla bla. sambil menunggu dalam kete, aku pn meng-sms demi menghilangkan kebosanan yang melanda diriku. cewah.haha.
sms2 smpi tido. fuiyohh. =D

2nd day ; saturday.
mm. nak bangun pagi amat la liat. aircond kat hotel mmg syok gile. lolx. mandi pn best. smpi tak perasan 50 minutes da berlalu. haha >"<
sarapan, then jalan2 lagi, window shopping. lunch, then naik cable car. :D :D
butbut, before naik, sure la kene queue kan? -_-
queue die panjang gile, and lotsa foreigners ade kat sane. *_* we asians are short. T-T haha lol.
after the agonizing moment, yeay, naik cable car. mmm. tinggi gile, till i get the ear pain yg slalu dpt when naik aeroplane je. tak sakit pn, just pekak sket ah. > <"
at night, eat seafood BBQs. prawn prawn prawn! <3

3rd day ; sunday.
wake up, bath, breakfast, packing. balikk. malam tu terus g rumah phika, my cousin. :D
slept there coz coz theres another cousin sane, nisa ; my girl talk partner. :)
blablablibla.

yesterday ; wednesday.

ohhkayy. at last i can write a post again.
yesterday internet sucks to the ground till i cant even load blogger page. aw dang. ;(
so i'll just write bout what happened yesterday.
my day started with a scream by my brother yang duk downstairs. "robiiiiiiiii, surat ko da sampai!"
bangun2 terus turun bawah larii check surat. (dengan taik mate ape sume. wahaha.) er. as expected, its mimi's letter. ala bukan letter pn, setakat dvd jee.
dvd ape? hahaa. pepandai la korang teke. ;p
then2 naik balik, g shower ape sume, turun balikk, nak pastikan dvd tu okay. in the end dvd tu perfect. yeay. so..3.40, start patching. (patching from the dvd laa. kalo korang tatau gak nasib la ye.)but then, till 7.30 its not finished yet. time tu sumpah bengang! rase cam nak hentak je skrin nii. haha.
then abang ckp, " sbb ko x semayang lagi kot."
lawl. (time tu maghrib yah.) my mom starts to nag me, so i go n did my prayers. lepas semayang turun balik. 10 minutes after that patching abih. yayyyyyy. seronok tak terkate. memang Allah makbulkan doa aku. cewahh. ;)
hurm. next mission, ask prince to teach me how to bot. and the mission had been accomplished. mimi tak abih2 sakat ktorang. rawr. geramm gile haha. but at the same time suke. lololol ape la aku merepek ni. :x
erh. that's all for the yesterday event. c:
today punye cite akan diwrite when this day finished, tu pun kalau internet mengizinkan laa. heh. c:


p/s: mr. tan sam guan is sick. mild stroke or something. may God bless him. >_>;;

moanday.

today. not very a bright day. why? cause everything i planned is ruined. gaaaah. today, is the day where my friends ; tj, fong ee, syah and pami come to raya at my home. it's all ruined.
well, we're all busy anyway. tj cancelled last minute, cause he wanna date with his gf. dang. fong fei kei guy la this tj. =( ;;
while fong ee, can never come to KL without her driver, tj.
and without fong ee, bringing those boys to my house will be my last doings. lolol >_>;;
i SHOULD be busy too, going to Wetland at Putrajaya to have my family day.
too bad its cancelled cause my dad is still in dreamland at morning. greaaat huh ?*sarcasm*
so.. i spend my day with chores again, wash those dishes, masak2 sume. mak buat rendang for the 2nd time. kali ni daging lakk. sedap killer. <3
~*~*~*~
belah malam g raye kat umah auntiee. dekat je, tak sampai 1 km pn jaraknye haha. :D
makan laksa thai buatan auntie. dang, gile sedap and spicy. rase die cam.. tomyam + laksa ; coz laksa tu ade 2 kuah. cool en? thai rawkzz! :D :D lololol.
balik2 je aku terus online. hell, one whole day tak on. bored to death ohh. but then, bile on, same jee. BOREDOM. wireless.sumpah.sucks. bak kate prince, wireless is useless. :D
asal 2 pc pakai net at the same time je mesti net lembab gileeee. kalah modem kayu wehh, seriously. =/

gee. esok.ade.school. bole lagi aku blog time2 cani. haha! esok de exhibition f1, but malas laa nak pergi. lalala.
p/s: wehh tan sam guan, aku nak balekk hp aku. ;(